Slow down

Macbook Pro :)

So expensive, but so pretty. If I did not have the capacity of earning my own money, I doubt I'd ever even think of getting one. But yay! :) :)

I think winter is nearly over and spring is coming. I think. I hope. 'Cos it's been too long.

Time for new beginnings. I want things to work out the way I want it to, but we all know that rarely happens.

Everything's been good so far. This semester going faster than the last, no idea why. Maybe 'cos I've been having too much fun. Just holding on until the mid semester break. I hope we have a million things planned because I'm ready for an action packed mid semester break. I don't really want to sit around doing nothing on my last mid semester break ever. And I only work a few hours a week with very good pay.

Still find it hard to believe it's my last semester of Uni ever. It's a bit depressing, but I'm determined to make it the best ever. So far it is, give or take a few events/things.

Anberlin again with Cheryl in a week and a half! I'm excited, even though I've listened to them way too much over the past year. Time for a new album please? It might complete my year.

Just scared of being alone

The more I wait, the more I analyse things, the more I think too much into the situation. I hate waiting. I'm the most impatient person in the world, if not universe. Waiting is almost like torture. But with me it's self inflicted.

So anyway, today's meant to be a relaxing, shopping with Olivia in the city day. Ended up with nothing, except lunch at Souvlaki Hut (no onions) and cupcakes on Degraves St (I must say it is the cutest store EVER). I was going to get a few things that I didn't need, but guess I just blew a whole heap of cash on a new Macbook Pro, so maybe I can and will forgo the acid wash blue scarf from Bardot (so pretty and SO soft) and that Kit cheek stain for a few months. If not just allow myself forget about them in time. Must stop impulse buying.

Also, another thing I've noticed. I cannot spend one full day out without being tired. Like now, I'm exhausted from being out for most of the day. Slept the whole train ride home. I don't even remember going through the city loop. Going to the city reminds me of work, which reminds me that I'm unemployed, which brings me back to the same thing all over again, which makes me think more and more into the whole thing. I even called up my course coordinator. I'm that desperate. But at the same time I don't think I should just sit around, wait and do absolutely nothing. Trusting God is one thing, but doing nothing is just stupid.

Going crazy now. Bye!