decisions

I still can't decide which is better.

Not feeling anything at all, or taking everything in and actually feeling.

It's true that the highs are only worth it if you've been through the lows. The lows can sometimes kill, slowly. Although, when everything is great, it just is.

On the flip side, you don't feel anything, there's less volatility, everything's just constant. It gets boring, but it's safe. But it's like being a robot, emotionless.

Tried both.

Still deciding.